”Champion”

I sit in the couch and study the small letters on the screen. It is not a part of the e-boksversionen of ”the Lord of the rings”, but the result of a not-insignificant monthly fee that I chose to invest in Myself.

For 99 sek was the fourth week, one can buy words of encouragement from their phone when completing a task. I have decided to put the crowns on that in a half a second should be the ”winner” when I meditated for five minutes. Which I incidentally do in another app with the same monthly cost.

should help one to more routinely do stuff that I have, but perhaps are reluctant to implement. For my part, this includes really everything from going up on weekday mornings to sometime change my Gollumlika posture at the desk, but I realize that I have to restrict myself. Decides to focus on the meditation and lunch boxes.

A strong contender for the awards system is självhatet that the praise of the banal, the data raises. I convince myself that someone researched on this and that the first knocks out the other.

so put the paranoia in. With horror I start to think that it is ironic, that my phone with its ”neat” actually mocks me when I try to be dagsduktig.

It is I, and the paranoia towards the phone. I choose to see us as a unit and understand it as I have become stronger in myself. “Master”, whisper me.

Amanda Lindholm is a reporter at the DN Stockholm and hope to never be current with självhjälpsboken ”To grow through apps”. Here you can read more of the chronicles during the intro Sthlm in my heart .