Singer Kaija Size father’s accidental death in 1986, pushed her in a situation where even a phone call caused the sweating.Maria Veitola tell their programmes Venla gala in January 2018. IL-TV

a Sleepover Maria Veitola programme, see this week Kaija Koo .

the Season in the second period, the reporter Maria Veitola will visit and sing to the city in the home of that this summer at the cottage.

Kaija Koo and Maria Veitola consider during your visit fun, but also talk about serious things. MTV

Kaija Koo talks in the section movingly of the difficulties that drifted after her father’s death in 1986.

Kaija Koo has on several occasions spoken of his father’s death and its triggered from anxiety. Aviation loved father died from a self-built light aircraft crashed.

It was a really serious place. It was crazy. I thought that if the rest of my life is such, I don’t want to live even. I was always stiff and I was wondering what that is and thinks. You will go up to the hearing, that I no longer hear what people are talking about, the singer describes.

He told me that nearly barricaded himself in his home. At worst, he started to sweat, when the phone rang.

I was Afraid of, that someone will be there. It was horrible.

Maria Veitola still the focus, was Kaija Convened even suicidal thoughts.

Yes, I thought this is not worth living. It was like this in mind, the singer admits.

Fought his way to the stage

Kaija Koo emboldened, when one expert said he knew of one guy who has gotten rid of the same situation.

– after That I know that there is one type that has survived.

Kaija Koo went to the library and read every possible fact on the topic. He decided to include 10-20% of that healing back to a normal life.

This, what do I do now, should be completely impossible. But here I’ll just go and perform bravely, and psytyn even enjoy it.

Kaija Koo told, that has inherited the passion of his work from his father. Airplanes and hang gliders built by the father often went right after work to the workshop.

Parents, however, hope their daughters academic training.

– Father, therefore, in a certain way to support my music my hobby, even if he wouldn’t have it profession want.

a Sleepover Maria Veitola on MTV3 on Thursdays at 19.