From being handbollsproffs in France to fully end his career and stand in the queue to be investigated for könsdysfori. It is a bewildering time for Loui Sand in a long interview with Göteborgs-Posten talks about how life is now completely changed.

the Sand has recently undergone the first step is to become its new I: a mastectomy, which means making the chest flat.

if all that handball given him, but the Sand would still ask that he had taken the decision earlier.

– Nevertheless, there are people who have lived with it even longer, or finished his life, or lived his life without telling you. So I don’t have it the worst, he says to Gothenburg-Post.

– It is clear it has been hard but I don’t want to even imagine how it is for those who do not have someone to talk with. That is what is horrible. It is not worth to feel so bad that I have dimensions, not even for a second. And then I still have near and dear who have been able to support me. I have had incredibly dark thoughts. It has been about … You do understand that the självmordsstatistiken is so high, if you say so.

He has received lots of greetings and tributes after the decision, and in addition, numerous offers to lecture at the schools which he intends to bite at.

Loui Sand finish his career: ”I was born in the wrong body.”

Loui Sand if stöttningen: Finest of all,

the Swedish sports Confederation: ”Loui Sands voice is of the utmost importance.”