John Dürristä, 31, came across the skiing world, the spittoon, when he got busted commonly, epo Sochi olympics.Johannes Dürr opened Expressenille his treatment. AOP

now told Expressen in an interview how his life changed doping case.

what followed was chaos, Dürr said directly.

I had no money, no job – and suddenly the terrible debt. I had to pay back all prize money and bonuses, which I had received. All this on I got another ticket.

after the bust of the skis went to the cross also with his wife.

We parted.

the Chaos will continue for 3-4 years, and he was hated in every place.

– If Dürr still comes to me next to my tracks, I hit him, the former Norwegian ski star Petter available as northug thundered after the bust.

Although no one liked Dürristä, he tried to do this season with the return of the Austrian national team. Nothing came of it. The austrian ski federation did not want to support a man.

When Dürr failed Austrian championships in the country ski boss Markus Gandler was just satisfied.

He’s been talking so much shit, that feels good, when we can now focus on other skier, Gandler said Expressenille.

Why the spittoon?

But why Dürristä become so hated a man skiing circles? After all, many other top skier caught in prohibited substances the use.

for Example, the Seefeld world on the tracks, let Natalya Matvejeva , Therese Johaug , Justyna Kowalczyk and Martin Johnsrud Came, are all fried doping, but did not hate them as Dürriä.

I don’t understand why people are mad at me. I think this is not any difference compared to others.

Dürr suspects of hate as the reason for the fact that he has openly admitted to using epo, while the other stars of the skier are explained by the d-grease damage.

– There is a big difference between step up and tell that do everything consciously.

He took Johaug, for example. The Norwegian star had a lip balm explanation ready when busted. Many believed the story – especially in Norway.

– I think it was invented for the story, like all the others.

the Man contended.

Norway is a doctor who has worked ski federation for 30 years. Then he suddenly makes a mistake like that fat with? I don’t believe it. But I don’t know, I don’t have proof.

Dürr consider first myself selittelevän in idea to any story, but finally decided to tell the truth.

– in my Heart it feels right.

the Idea surprised

Before käryään Dürr had passed the doping test 14 times in a row, even if his body was pumped full of epo. The smoky smell came from a man completely out of the bushes.

to be Honest, I didn’t see the possibility that I could be caught. Every time when I saw the green light, I was only even more convinced that my method is risk free.

Dürr was so confident, because he knew doping control loophole.

– the fact that the test shows green, does not mean that a skier would not have a ‘ roid. The system is broken.

Dürr gave the impression that he was not the only skier, who used the loophole.

If I know it, so yes it then knows everyone else. I really had a circus big star.

This is why Dürrin conscience never knocked, even if he success topped up on drugs.

– I enjoy it. I know that I was a ‘ roid, but I still believed that I had nothing of advantage over others. I think that they work the same way.

the Eternal mystery?

however, One thing is a mystery: how Dürr eventually got caught, if he know the loophole?

I’ve been thinking about it for five years and still think.

That Dürr is confident that he himself made a mistake. Therefore, a man suspects sabotage. Could someone have tampered with his sample get?

– Everything is possible. I still think about it, but it is too early to say anything. But I really want to know what happens.

Now Dürrin’s career has, however, gone forever. He can no longer ski at the top, because he has to do work. Skiing man is no longer allowed to pay.

– it Is sad to stop, because I never reached such results, where I had the potential. But now at least I get to decide, because my career ends, Dürr said.